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Monday, June 01, 2009

for once, I feel ordinary

 I haven't blogged in a log ass time due to the fact that I'm constantly busy and I just haven't felt like it. These last few weeks I haven't felt exactly great, in other words, I feel like my stress is causing my depressing and leaving me feeling unmotivated to do anything even to play video games. Right now I feel like I should just rot in my bed. I feel like I'm not special, I'm not smart and I should just give up. For once in a long time, I just want to be ordinary. I don't wanna achieve anything great, I don't want anything anymore. I don't want to even be happy. I just want to be content and I just don't wanna be miserable. Maybe next time I blog, I won't feel the same way I do now.
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